Last strike..

At nite , i had my dinner at face to face noodles shop . I was eating alone . When i was eating, i could hear people were laughing and it was annoying .

Can’t they just be keep quiet and eat their own food? Seriously, i really dislike that unless my friends are with me. The feeling of eating alone was lonely . At the moment , you would hope will have someone to talk with u or accompany you..

And since 2weeks , i never seen my parents . I missed them. For you guys who are staying with your parents, you have to appreciate the. Your mum cooked delicious meal for you and you shouldn’t complain to her about the food anymore . Pls, at least u have to praise about her “whoa , it is delicious”.

Tomorrow , im gonna take a last action which is tell xxx everything .Argh, do not give up hanhoe!!!

Thx to Stephen.

Today Stephen had reminded us to do more research n must look things at different perspective . Just like an apple, apple is 360% but actually is 361*%. included on top of it . During the foundation year, i don’t really like history of art lo . Then ,slowly when i go to major year and now the name of the subject had changed into critical and cultural studies.

I realized that Stephen is a very good lecturer. He was nice to us . Especially , he prepared all those handout for us. He told us that he had worked through whole night and the handouts was exclusive. I appreciated that .I dunno if i can pass the subject or not but 1 thing for sure , i would read those handout that he gave to me.

(From the left me,ShuRong , Yi Ning, Fion, Euson and Michelle attended the Cannes in Sunway Lagoon)

Sometimes..

Sometimes , i wondered what if i die . Will she feels sad? Besides my parents , i think my classmates and people that i know would feel sad also. I felt that i might want go to a place which have no pollution and it is peace . At there , no people will interrupt you nor talk to you .

I was the person who is seeking for peace , moral , and love in this world . I hope that if i talk to my friend , they wont shoot me in front of many people. Every time, when he is shooting me , i would keep quiet . Do you know why? It was because i respect him , if i shoot him back , i dont think i would feel nice or good .Consequently, it would screw our friendship . In my life , i respect my parents , friends , and people around me .

I’m not seeing things in a optimistic way . If people are scolding me , i will think what is the wrong with me or are they impatience? I used to be bully by those Samseng in my high school due to i was too honest. When i was in form one , i saw rm50 ringgit cash on the floor . I picked it up and planned to give it to my teacher so that the owner of the money won’t be sad and will get back money that belongs to him .

And one thing that i felt curious which is why those lala guy or Samseng deserved such a good girlfriend (inner beauty and outer beauty ) . What is the God doing? Did he does his job well?I’ve so many question to ask the God. According to my religion , we believe that there was a past and future.If i can have a good girlfriend I would like to be a bad guy rather then be a dumb , honest , obedient guy.

If people that need my help ,without hesitating ,i would help them . This is who i am. Maybe , you are testing my patience or loyalty? I knew that you was surprised when i told you that i….anyway , is ok..

What am i doing?

Today , i went to skool . I was unhappy at all  the time.  Mayb was due to the conversation between me and her yesterday.  I couldnt sleep through the whole nitez . I meant my mind was all about her . Patricia asked me in the class . “Are you ok , hanhoe?”.  ..Yes,im fine”. i said

When she was teaching in the class, i had no mood to listen at her lecture though  i  understood what she said. Ar!! Juz dun understand whats wrong with me? After the class ended, i had my lunch alone @pyramid . I ate food that i dislike which was a fast food (wendy’s).  When i was having my lunch, i was still thinking about her. Then Jc called me. “Hanhoe ,where are you now?” Erm, im having my lunch.i said . Do you want to join us for the lunch?. I think i cannot make it because im going home ltr . sry yea..” i answered.

Why don’t you just give me an answer?  Everytime i chat with you . I was juz concerned about you and i wanna noe more about you . Besides that , i want to let you know what is  the feeling of me toward you. You told me that you are going to study at Imu . It was great to know that .

Sry for giving you an wrong answer. (selayang) . If i am not mistaken, you used to told me that u are goin to study at selayang. That were few more things that i worried. The 1st question that i asked you yesterday , you’ve answered me already but …..

Useless ppl !!!

Today , i had my lunch with Yi Ning , Yen Ee and Yi Ling . We talked a lot n it was quite funny la . We sat in the Kim Gary restaurant more than 2hours . Wao , i never expect that i could sit for so long . Then , when we were going to leave , we saw William, Yuki, Arashi and Stezon . At first , we tried to hide ourselves so that they wont see us . Haha , Arashi saw us due to his height .Tall guy yea.^^

Then , we had a conversation as well .Then i leave bcos i want to go look for my pendrives . Yesterday i lost it . The size of the pendrives was 8Gb which cost me rm98 . Damn it!!!! I went to the pool at pyramid n asked the staffs  at the counter whether she saw it or not ? Then she asked me when i lost it and i answered her ,yesterday.

She asked the other staff too . Ah min kau nampak dia punya pendrive tak? . She said . Tak nampak la , bila kau hilang? Semalam . i answered him . Then he said alla yang tu semalam punya cerita la . He talked like as if a fucker . Wtf, cant u juz talked nicely to me???? The moment he talked to me, i felt like i wanna punch him till dead . I hate those useless +stupid ( 1st time use the word stupid to describe ppl in my life) , and Sampah masyarakat punya workers. They had no manners at all . No wonder , they did not have a chance to be a boss .

I noe the God is fair . Thats y they are still a worker instead of a Big boss . I think that they shouldnt live in this world . What is their contribution to the company , society or even our country?  I juz couldnt understand. YYYYYY? Those appearance of those workers when they were talking to me was so so so so irritating !!!!!!

Arrrrrr, i’ve lost my mind . Of coz it was my fault oso . I shouldnt to be so careless …

First time i cooked spagetti!

Today i’ve cooked my very 1st dinner which was a spagetti. Alright i spent more then half hour to cook it. Before that , i would like to say ty to my ex-roomate ,Mun Kheat . he left his spagetti and sum food cans for me . I was appreciated that .

If you are hungry n have no choice , this is your best choice at the moment . Hahaahaa . It was so delicious and yummy~

The old were gone,here comes the new 1

Last week,my roomate and housemate were move out. It was quite sad for me because i’ve known them for 7 to 8

 

months . My roomate Mun Kheat ,thx for taking care of me . I was happy when i met u and we had the same hobby

 

which was listening to music(sad +romantic one).]

 

To Yenlu , although u always make fun of me,sometimes even made me angry. I still have to say ty to u . Do you know

 

why? Haha,because of you ~i get to know how to differenciate which 1 is lie and truth.Last but not least of coz was my cousin sister* also >Hui Wen(v zai) .

 

You treated me like your younger brother,i was really appreciated that.Besides that,when i was saying hungry liao, u

 

nvr said no to me and brought me to Darulsalam(mamak >nasi lemak ayam chun !). Hope u guys will never forget me ,

 

all the best in your future! N welcome to my new housemate n roomate (Stezon n choryi) .

(miss them ^^…)