Sometimes , i wondered what if i die . Will she feels sad? Besides my parents , i think my classmates and people that i know would feel sad also. I felt that i might want go to a place which have no pollution and it is peace . At there , no people will interrupt you nor talk to you .
I was the person who is seeking for peace , moral , and love in this world . I hope that if i talk to my friend , they wont shoot me in front of many people. Every time, when he is shooting me , i would keep quiet . Do you know why? It was because i respect him , if i shoot him back , i dont think i would feel nice or good .Consequently, it would screw our friendship . In my life , i respect my parents , friends , and people around me .
I’m not seeing things in a optimistic way . If people are scolding me , i will think what is the wrong with me or are they impatience? I used to be bully by those Samseng in my high school due to i was too honest. When i was in form one , i saw rm50 ringgit cash on the floor . I picked it up and planned to give it to my teacher so that the owner of the money won’t be sad and will get back money that belongs to him .
And one thing that i felt curious which is why those lala guy or Samseng deserved such a good girlfriend (inner beauty and outer beauty ) . What is the God doing? Did he does his job well?I’ve so many question to ask the God. According to my religion , we believe that there was a past and future.If i can have a good girlfriend I would like to be a bad guy rather then be a dumb , honest , obedient guy.
If people that need my help ,without hesitating ,i would help them . This is who i am. Maybe , you are testing my patience or loyalty? I knew that you was surprised when i told you that i….anyway , is ok..