2months sem break

Am i enjoying my holiday? I was supposed to get a job. I’ve asked but xxx didn’t hired me.

I know xxx did not want to hurt me by gave me a few excuse.” Sry, no space la”

XXX was too nice.Everybody’s heart is very fragile.

When i know the truth, i hate myself for not being smart* like the others. My skill is suck . It was reasonable for him to say that.( will polish my skill during holiday) Can you be honest to me next time?pls..I don’t want to talk big, i worked hard but it was useless.I tried to work smart but the outcome was not good. Someones can just simply come out with a brilliant idea without doing mindmap or whatever(no offend). I realised that life is never been fair.

I don’t think a boss will hired a person who is hardworking but not smart infact he will hired smart ppl.

I was wondering will i be a designer in the future? Yes or No? The others option for my future career is a BUSINESSMAN. No matter how good you are, if you work under your boss, you won’t be rich.I strongly believe in that.

So next semester, i have to be lazy then maybe it makes my life easier. I’m too tired for being hardworking.At the end of my story, FUCK MY LIFE.